inner monologue on a damaged soul.
tell me, what is a heart?
if I tore a hole in your chest, would I see it?
if I split open your skull, would it be there?
-whatsaheart.
i.
BEFORE YOU INTERACT
I make kys/kms jokes (only with close moots), art I do has slight sh/ed, blood, violence and sometimes gore warning. not part of sh/edtwt. (coming from a horror enthusiast)I read/watch things typically 18r (adult swim), messed up/ heavy topics, violence, horror.genderfluid, masc. pronouns are he/him. I don’t mind they/them either.name(s):
noé / 栄, kiyo / 清. you’re free to make up a name asw.
ii.
just someone who loves quiet and self-reflective hours, heavy into listening to music and lazing in his bedroom all day (user loves their bed and spotify.)always the smaller details glimmer lot brighter.the sea, the beach. jellyfishes, sharks, the calmness of the color blue, cloudgazing, photography and documenting life, fashion, writing and art, the stillness of the color red.
iii.
basic dni criteria.
islamaphobic, supports the current occurence of genocide.(please soft block if any of these criteria mentioned above are met.)CROSSING THE BORDERLINE:- asking of my name besides the one provided.
- asking of my region/area.
- using pronouns/terms outside of ones I use.
- taking up my time and energy when asked to be left alone.
| USER | TYPE | ACTIVITY LVL | UID |
|---|---|---|---|
| 清 | genshin/asia/freminet | ar58 | 1800762927 |
| 清 | genshin/na/- | ar18 | 686629239 |
| 清 | genshin/eu/skirk | ar9 | 772852542 |
| 清 | zenless/asia/harumasa asaba | ul55 | 1313030459 |
| 清 | wuwa/sea/xiangli yao. | ul80 | 902461531 |
| 清 | wuwa/na/ - | ul13 | 5055773594 |
| 清 | hsr/america/anaxa | tbr70 | 617689513 |
| 清 | hsr/asia/castorice | tbr65 | 838325080 |
| 清 | hsr/eu/ - | tbr11 | 721996755 |
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OFTEN AFFILIATED WITH ON A DANGEROUS LEVEL :sasaki shuumei (stm)
eunsung (checkmate)
eve/esper michael (dear 00)
hana (hana-kun can't live w/o me)
furyu (hell’s paradise)
chae yul (secret alliance)
yoo joonghyuk (omniscient reader)
ren honjo (nana)
ritsuka uenoyama (given)
skylar (litc)
akira fudo (devilman crybaby)
sakuta azusagawa (bunnygirl senpai)
kang (cherrycrush)
gaku (sakamoto days)
marshall lee (adventure time)
ice bear (we bare bears)
rou (noraneko to ookami)
suwa rei (buddy daddies)
tomoe (kamisama kiss)
shiina (dameo to yaba otoko)
kaya amamine (haru no arashi to monster)
kaworu nagisa (evangelion)
towa (slow damage)
omori (omori)
rover (wuwa)
xilonen (genshin)
ajax (genshin)ofcourse there are many more, but these are the ones I saw myself really well-reflected.
I've also been resonated with these characters by peers (characters with close mbti/enneagram typing):sakamoto (sakamoto days)
mafuyu seba (sakamoto days)
shinaya (sakamoto days)
kyosuke takakura (nana)
isaac (alien stage)
sister tao (gokurakugai)
ryu seno (gokurakugai)
denji (chainsaw man)
quanxi (chainsaw man)
spike spiegel (cowboy bebop)
shouta aizawa (boku no hero)
kyoka jirou (boku no hero)
sal fisher (sally fisher)
matt (deathnote)
koga mitsuki (the guy she's interested in)
shosuke komi (komi can't communicate)
beelzebub (obey me)
kanae (pink heart jam)
zhang zheng xi (19 days)
kazuha (genshin impact)
seishiro nagi (blue lock)
TO CANNIBALISE :
senn, vincent, sins, lawsaint, yorha, vika, luka, mortuarist, luan, mio, leafy, aya, amia, valCOMFORT :
kazuha (genshin impact)
hinata shoyo (haikyu)
kunikuzushi (genshin impact)
xiangli yao (wuthering waves)
WATCHLIST :(some favourites to note, mix of all genres.)evangelion, deathnote, hell's paradise, danganronpa, kaju no.8, kuroshitsuji, aot, violet evergarden, vampire knight, bsd, stm, ouran host club, given, devilman crybaby, vanitas no carte, pandora hearts, delico's nusery, vassalord, angels of death, seraph of the end, betrayal knows my name, serial experiments lain, hellsing, fruits basket, bunny girl senpai, gachiakuta, takopi's original sin, alnst, nana, buddy daddies, link click, jibaku shōnen hanako, another, future diary, tokyo ghoul, csm, corpse party, kny, suzume, horimiya, mobpsych100, solo leveling, bleach, haikyu, onepiece, ron kamonohashi deranged detective.
READING LIST :BL :
litc, 19 days, a first of summers, tree without roots, backlight, cherry crush, all for me, tortured love, scattering his virgin bloom, evil baby, dear zero(00), shout loud my heart, room without a window, walk in my shoes, meteoric milky night, golden spark, sasaki to miyano, dameo to yaba otoko, jealousy blinds love, pink heart jam, betrayal knows my name, love at first bite, seventeen syrups, checkmate, breathless steamy love.YURI:
the guys I was interested in wasn't a guy at all.
(updating more soon I've kinda started reading)ROMANCE :
spring storm and monster, stray cat and wolf, fall in love you false angels, hana-kun can't live without me, secret alliance, vampire knight, in between, the man with a ghost, otl, megane tokidoki yankee-kun, futarijime romantic, kiss de fusaide bare naide, it takes more than a pretty face to fall in love, heroine hajimemashite, horimiya.EVERYTHING ELSE :
trash of counts family, tougen anki, gokurakugai, orv, zomgan, from the red fog, sakamoto days, on the way to meet mom, mud miniscape, jshk, the summer hikaru died.
MUSIC :(only the usual listens:)joji, mane̊skin, himalayas, bones, hykami, novulent, austin george, massive attack, jann, cö shu nie whatsaheart, violent vira, yëat, líue, eternal rin, buck-tik, gackt,dir en grey, mindless self indulgence, nocturne's kiss, phantom siita, nirvana, milord, mourn, muse, eien, ethel cain, wisp, whirr, hojean, minj, cigarettes after sex, flawed mangoes, weston estate, flyig fish, the neighbourhood, keshi, jiwoo, laufey, nothing but thieves, artemas, quannic, eternal raijin. azari, giga, snave, artic monkeys, ichiko aoba, ado, eve, yoasobi, deco*27, maretu, miku hatsune, chinozo, sou, parsley onuma, queen bee, kikuo, inabakumori, travis scott, metro boomin, connor price, wave to earth, pastel ghost, 6arelyhuman, m1v, juno, ghost and pals, the weeknd, ezekiel, beach weather, crystal castles, dpr ian, plvtinum, chris grey, sickick, childish gambino, oscar schuster, vacations, chase atlantic, d4vd, hwasa, doja cat, ariana grande, txt, enha, le serra, aespa, ateez, xdinary heroes, zb1, ive, kiss of life, skz, plave, mamamoo, riize, nct 127, seventeen.
(I also listen to a variety of phonk btw.)stalk me here (spotify).
GAMES :
slow damage, omori, genshin, hsr, wuthering waves, zenless, zeno, nfs heat, apex (used to play little), mc, cod all types, shtdn, zeno, osu, plato, roblox.soon; final fantasy, resident evil, bloodborne, valorant